Surrender
Sometimes we think we’ve surrendered.
Perhaps we’ve opened a few fingers, and it feels like we have
our palm wide open.
It hurts.
We feel vulnerable and open
for attack.
So we instinctively pull our fingers back closed,
clutching our fists.
Our knuckles bulge white from
the intensity of our grip.
Surrender.
It seems wrong.
It feels like the opposite of freedom.
So we retreat because it is
comfortable.
Surrender.
We see others across the shore,
they’ve reached the other side.
They’ve endured cramping in their side,
and the exhaustion of waves chopping against
their raw face.
But they pushed through the pain,
and reached the other side.
Surrender.
It comes with some sacrifice.
It goes against everything our will wants.
But it’s everything it needs.
So open your hands.
Leave them open to the Father.
If you resist the urge to closed them again,
He will be able to fill your hands with blessings.
Overflowing amounts of blessing.
Will you leave them open even though it hurts?
Will you leave them open in faith?
Will you endure the longing to take back your control?
It will be worth it on the other side!
Isaiah 40:31 – But they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
Rebekah Beene says
Captured the feelings so well. Love the scripture. Thank you! Visiting from FMF.
Traci says
Thank you!
Leslie says
from a person who pushes feelings and fears deep in my ‘deep freeze’, your thoughts of opening to surrender ring so true. love your wordsl
Leslie says
oh and thank you for visiting my post 🙂
Traci says
You’re very welcome!
Traci says
Thank you!
Annette says
well written, I like the thoughts you conveyed here. The pain in the giving up, the freedom offered.
Traci says
Thanks Annette!
Diane Downs says
The poetry of your words is so very captivating and beautiful! It is so difficult to surrender. When we see people on the other side, it’s easy to make excuses, rather than to accept the truth that we need to do the work of surrendering to get there as well.
Traci says
amen! The struggle is real, but His grace is ENOUGH.
Lesley says
I love how you capture the feelings that go with surrender. It can be so hard, but it is worth it and it leads to freedom when we do.
Traci says
Thank you so much Lesley!
~Karrilee~ says
Powerful truth, here! Oh the open and close routine we do… so familiar with that one -and so thankful for His Grace and patience with us!
Traci says
<3
Karen Sebastian-Wirth says
Wow! So relate to what you wrote. Great job! So glad we connected.
Traci says
Me too Karen! Thanks for stopping by!
Lisa Tindal says
Beautiful words and a beautiful blog space, you have!
Traci says
Thank you so much Lisa!